دلنوشته کامل شده انگلیسی Shamble of wishes | Translate by Matin Narimsayi

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"In the name of Gon's Ghosts"
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Writen name: Shamble of wishes
Writed by: SETARE_L
Translator: Matin Narimsayi

:Introduction
I have built my life in the midst of a great massacre
,Every wish I had in this sore chest
Terribly killed
I grieve and suffocate my burning sigh in my
chest for the dreams that get into regret
!My dead wishes
!I have not forgotten you
I regret and reminde you on your grave, everyday

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.Life is strange
,I was thinking something else
But something else happened
,All the dormant dreams I had in my heart
.were killed and disappeared
!And now it's me
,With low eyes
,Shaking hands
,Loose legs
,And finally
!My heart's aches
.Crying for my dead wishes
!I wish the dead are resurrected​

 

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,Like the mourners
i stare at lives
.that nicknamed by the shamble
,As much as i look
!I see corpse
,The whole earth
!Is full of innocent corposes
!Corpses that didn't deserve this
.But life became to their killer
,Those corpses
!were my dreams and fantasies​

 

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...God
?!How much space does this breast have
?!How great are its walls
How big this Bereaved breast is
?!that you put the whole world's pain in it
?!God
don't you see its cracking
?!So why don't you do anything
,My chest is large
,it has endured many scars and pains
But
With any other pain that it takes
it gets Small and large cracks
for example
The pain of killing its poor wishes
God
Reduce the pain of this chest
every expanse is finally complete
Now my painful chest
have no extra space​

 

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,Laughing at her
.takes my cold soul
!Dear
!You are not here and your sweetheart is alone
?!Don't you want to come
I still hope at revive having Yous dream
I do not know why
.But its like im stuck in a cruel mire
,i scramble to get free
.but i cant
?!you know
,after you
.darkness eating me in its own
.come on
,this poor miserable
.swears to be with you till the end of the way
.You just do not hold her hands
.come and give a new breath to my wishes
,they need more breath these days
!for living again​

 

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In the depths of misery
I walk and smirk
.a ridicules smirk
!?you know why
!Because life is not real
.Life is a false word
;With a beautiful mask
but
!deceptive
,If life was real
.Everything was true
.Now everyone was happy with their wishes
!but no
.It will never be what you want it to be
.because life's cycle rotate in the opposite direction
,Like another wish for you
.And for another like your wish
.and there is no desire on this rotation between them​

 

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.I don't take off my black mourning clothes
.I lose my bests
.The bests that they could be a new life for me
!But they're gone
.I don't have them
,I think
!They're rotten in their sleeping graves
.Or maybe they turned to dust at all
.My failed wishes, i say
;Unfair death
,in youth
!for my poor wishes
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.Ruthless killer, come and see
!Come and see your masterpieces
?!Did you do the murder and left
?!Are you male
.I doubt that you are a man
.A deep doubt
!A doubt that stems from your cowardice
?!Does a man kill the wishes
?!A man bleeds the heart of a girl
!Man doesn't kill
!Doesn't kill a wish
!Doesn't bleeds a heart
.A man turned a wish to the memory
.something that you can't do​

 

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!Dear
.come and see
,These low eyes
,This bereaved heart
,This tired heart
,This wrinkled face
.It past hard
.They don't deserve death
.They don't deserve to be buried
.They deserve to tuned into a memory
!Yeah, memory
,But with their departure
,In youth
.I got older​

 

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,Break my brain
.There is a thousands of capillaries in it
.Each of those capillaries are calling you
.What is the task?! You say
,Shatter my brain
?!Or sit and grieve
.Because your an impossible dream​