Captain of Hearts |translate by Fatemeh Rahmani

[Fatima_rah85]

I lived in a past that was all yours

I cried in a dream that was all in stupid delusions

I got used to the sadness that it was not at

I was upset with someone I knew for years

I fought with myself that I have not known for months

I left a time when I was the best

I realized late, I realized late that everything was in my hands

Life, love, death

I guided everyone, I realized late that if I wanted I could do it sooner, maybe yes, I realized late that God loved me The key to everything was my hand, I closed my eyes and life was right behind me, no! Even face! Yes, life was where I went

I do not know now

Am I alive​

 

[Fatima_rah85]

My Amir! Please do not come near me
I am the carrier of the worst deadly human disease! do you see ! My hands get hot sometimes! And my days are always cold! My eyes roll in the middle of a thousand strangers! To find you! Before I believe you were a big illusion


My Amir! Please do not come near me
My lips are shaking! From not saying I love you all! My eyes are raining! everyday ! In the middle of my lonely prostration, when I prostrate, it rains in front of the greatness of you



My Amir! Please do not come near me
My heart aches in that corner where the safe place of all your memories shoots! Right here between the kiss of the first thousand and the memory of my lonely...​

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[Fatima_rah85]

You fought so much, you wanted, you tried, you demanded, John Kennedy for all your value, and now your hands, your heart, your soul is empty
so why ? Where is the rejection of all those desires, needs, want​

 

[Fatima_rah85]

At the crossroads of keeping or losing memories
Which one is really mercy and which one is a curse
It comes with the awareness of pain
But without it, I could never have experienced this joy
And the only reason I endured this pain was my selfish desire
Wishing to see you again​

 

[Fatima_rah85]

U know

I was alone for a whole year ... no, I'm sorry, I even daydreamed after that year ... so much that I have to give me a body medal

Until four months ago, I always said what the others said

I said I'm worried

I said it for myself

And every day my heart fainted from this inexhaustible feeling of your false words

If we were here for a minute, I would say, "Wow, I'm totally worried right now," and I was arguing over the unnecessary delay

That day ... remember

I couldn't believe it with me ... I thought you would come back ... I said a little anger is necessary for a relationship, but

Then I did not believe it either ... I did not believe that you are really the one I...​

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[Fatima_rah85]

I was not paying attention

In the dark ... I was crumpled in myself

The long lasting night​