Captain of Hearts |translate by Fatemeh Rahmani

[Fatima_rah85]

Collection Name = Captain of Hearts
Author Name = ainaz8360
Translator = Fatemeh Rahmani
Wallace Huo
Introduction:
Yesterday I was in a bad mood .... Like the rest of the world, I was lucky to be asleep ...
That good girl, why did Yahoo become a smoker
?...
Last March, he told me to promise not to kill again ... I promised ...
I threw all the cigarettes in my room ...
I exercised yesterday, I meditated, then I cleaned my room
Yahoo, I saw a Winston Silver in the place of the perfume that I had embedded and I forgot ....
No one was home..I went upstairs..I turned it on..I pulled and pulled ...
I was laughing and smoking ... I missed him
Do you know that he killed...​

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was very ill, I promise myself to change every moment, but I do not know why

It does not belong to him, but maybe he is the only one who understands my condition because he is the only one who knows about my whole life!

Of the events that I have not talked to anyone about so far, and every day we have to endure the false words and slanders that are shaken.

It doesn't matter, I have God. It was God who stopped me, he didn't let anything happen except a small scratch.

Hearing the wish of your death from the tongue of someone you love is a curse and hatred is very heavy very much

I do not know how I endured so far, but I hope the next series will not be like this​

 

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When I was 14, 15 years old, I wished I was a boy to go out at night and smoke ... It took me one or two years and I told myself not to be dissatisfied with your gender because of the restrictions in your country and I was worried about it. I ignored myself and said that after years, now it can cause me diseases! .. I was 17 years old ... I went out at night ... I smoked ... I rode a bicycle .... I was a boy, he was no longer attractive! I got to the same thing I said before:) ... but .... now it came to my mind ... I wish I was a boy..I wish I was a boy
I wish I was a boy and I was reciting poetry for a simple girl .... I wish I was a boy and I was painting his face ... I wish I...​

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!no problem

The wound left in my heart is the only memory of the period when I loved the moon in the sky

My shining moon is now just that globe full of hills and holes that is shiny and bright from afar​

 

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It seemed to be a little more than heartbreaking ...

PN: I wish I was instead of all the things you love ...

PN: In another world, you love me as much as I love you. We live together, we grow old together, we die together. They bury us together, a tall cedar rises from our soil to the sky, all the birds of the world build houses between the branches. Displacement ends. You and I will stay green, fore ever ...​

 

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My life was like a ship floating in the middle of an ocean
No captain, no occupant
You were found; As if you were a messenger of God
In the midst of all that despair, you became the light of hope, a special energy, a pleasant encouragement with a pleasant legend, the time of love
Everything was a good feeling for me
You took me to the shore of hope and then Yahoo disappeared; I was fine, you gave me everything
But something was missing in the middle, there was a fear in my heart that I could not ignore in any way
Fear of being alone, fear of maybe God has forgotten me, fear of​

 

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Remember one day I told you I'm afraid you said what you should not be afraid of me
You knew I was afraid of your absence, one day you bothered me and said I can no longer
You see, I'm crying, you said it was a joke, do not always be by my side!
I really could not stand a moment away from
But when I realized that you are but you are not for me, I tried not to fall in love with you
But I was so wrong I fell in love with you but I do not know how​

 

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You know these days I'm thirsty for a man
A broad shoulder to put my head down​

And tell him without any fear of losing my pain

Tell her I love her without fear
Let me say that it calms me down​

 

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I pack a cigarette, it burns in my hand and catches fire like I did when I burned i
I make a deep pack again. Its bitterness, along with the smell of chocolate, mixed with bitter hatred, grabs my throat and scratches it.Now I no longer have a ram in my aching bod I can only suffocate to call his name wiyh muffled voice
And let me say that I have come here alone so that maybe the cigarette smoke will cloud the wound space, so that its bitterness is reminiscent of the bitterness of your last kiss
Reminiscent of the bitterness of the lie you told, I came here to remember the days when I saw you every time I said you have fire
And you said again that you want to be a butler and I will...​

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what time is it
(The boy shows his ear to the girl)
The girl sits next to him
Discomfort
No
So why are you like this
how
_You smoke, you listen to sad songs
_Do you listen to the song that you smoke? Do you smoke
I have not smoked yet, but I would like to experience
_You see, I have not smoked for anyone for the first time, I'm going to take you to the ground, okay
OK
The girl takes a cigarette and kills it
You do not know, we smoke cigarettes in Raymond, you go out, but you do not do that
The girl takes a cigarette from the boy and gives it to his lungs and coughs
I did not say
Sigaro gave me my hand

Do you believe in God
Yes, but my God is different from the God of the rest...​

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