دلنوشته کامل شده انگلیسی loneliness sorrow|Translated by Reyhane Reyhani

[R.Reyhani]

In the name of the creator of love


Written name: loneliness sorrow

written by: Maryam Younesi

Translator: Reyhane Reyhani

Introduction: My throat has a bad hatred, a hatred that does not break even when I go back to my
.memories
...I miss you
!I'm confused
I do not know what solution to
!take
...So I write and dedicate to myself
You may say it is pure stupidity, but I say it is the only way to calm
.me down

Original version of the
:manuscript
روی سایت | دلنوشته‌‌‌ی بغض تنهایی|مریم یونسی کاربر انجمن یک رمان​

 

[R.Reyhani]

?Do you remember our memories
?Do you want me to remind you
The only problem is that I do not
!know where to start
?since childhood
!?Or from the last happy memory
.of our two years ago​

 

[R.Reyhani]

....I am exhuming my memories
And in the meantime you shine like a shining diamond in the midst of my memories and
!remind me of yourself
Don't you know that I am with you every moment in your
?memories​

 

[R.Reyhani]

:A laughing person told me
Ninety-five percent live in a dream
and the other five percent in
!reality
!I just kept silent
Because she did not know and I did not have the patience to
!explan
She did not know that I live 99.9%
in your dream and that the eleventh is the rest to you in
!reality​

 

[R.Reyhani]

!I miss you that we face every day
I miss you, the sea of your brown
!eyes, I was calm
I miss you, your smile was my only
!hope
I miss you who have created a
!vacuum in my heart for two years
....I miss you who​

 

[R.Reyhani]

!Our proximity is spatial
,I see you every day
Every day my gaze is locked on
...your gaze
,But hesitate to say a word
.one smile
!A frown and even a childish smile
I now have the sentence of a phoenix that dies, is reduced to
;ashes, and is resurrected
...But
!There is a small difference
Instead of a year, I die every day with memories and I come back
.to life ​

 

[R.Reyhani]

You really are what you were
!?until yesterday
Should I have put my hands in
!?her hands to put him to sleep
!?What happened all of a sudden
?Am I bad that you ignored me
Or are you no longer that
!?permanent person
Give me a biography of your new self, Maybe I fell in love with you
.again​

 

[R.Reyhani]

Only time, when I look at you
;with ease
There is a time when I do not see
.any feedback from you
When you sleep and I sleep for hours, So that I lose time
,And my legs scream in pain
I just realized for a few hours that
.I was just looking at you, I fall
I after hours of watching your
face, I come to you and smell the
.cheeks
Maybe, like every day, you open
!your eyes once and see me
....But I am relieved
?you know why
,Because I'm the only one who remembers these moments in my long-term memory and you will not have any memories of this
.scene the next day​

 

[R.Reyhani]

!I want to make a small confession
Every day my gaze is locked in
yours; There is a ring of tears behind my eyes, I can not say anything other than a short greeting that has no answer from
!you​

 

[R.Reyhani]

!I am not jealous
But now I envy the *Anna who saw his sister after a few years
!away
...I'm jealous because
Her separation from her sisterly passionate love ended and she
.was reunited
Anna in Frozen animation*​